A Little Bit About Me
The introductory part is always the hardest.Everyone wants to present themselves in the most beautiful light, and yet we're so imperfect when the curtains goes down after the show.The best project you'll ever work on is YOU.I'm self-aware and I always laugh.Laugh remainds me of rainbow after rainy days. In life it's all about being better than what you were yesterday.I'm something between extrovert and an introvert. My dear parents describe me as a good daughter,self-sacrificing and someone who shows love through actions, stubborn, as someone who sometimes wants to be right and who pursues some of her own 'justice', when I should be more patient. Someone might not write this, but I am an honest person who is aware of my virtues, but also my flaws. We all have a good side and a bad side,the side that we feed the most wins.I've been working on myself for the last few months and I realized that in the end you can only change yourself. I told myself that this summer would be my way of adopting productive habits.For two months now,I've been running every day,reading books,writing a diary and duas,and I'm trying to make sure that I study the Qur'an continuously.Every day I decide to be 1% better person.I try to have deep conversations with my family and friends about questions that often nobody asks. Questions like: "What inspires you?" "Why do you love Allah?" "Best childhood memory?" "What prevents you from getting out of your comfort zone?" " What keeps you going..?" "What dreams have you given up?" My friends describe me as someone who is empathetic, open-minded and a good listener.I like to read (combination of psychological and religious books).We should take care of our body, metal health and strengthening iman.My bad traits are perfectionism, sometimes I want everything to happen when I imagine and I'm stubborn.Although I'm 33,I enjoy everything life has to offer. This is my path and it's never to late to achive new goals.Someone graduates from colleague at the age of 50 or return to God near the end of life.We are all different.Allah created you as unique soul and don't destroy the spark of what you are.
What I Am Looking For
I imagine myself with a long list called 'perfect man'. Of course that perfection does not exist.I think we idealize too much,but still I believe there is something like a soul mate.I can't imagine being married to someone I have no feelings for..It’s better to be by yourself for the right reasons than with someone for the wrong reasons.
Faith is most important, because we all want to hold the hand of someone with whom we will go to eternal life. Someone who has a strong character, an OPEN MIND and who respects you as a person.I know it's hard, but a man shows his true face in the house. We can exercise and run together.I want a friend, soulmate and love in the name of Allah.I don't want anyone to be offended if I don't reply to the message.If I don't see a connection, it doesn't mean that you are not good enough as a person,we just all have our own criteria.My profile may not be attractive to a certain percentage of people,and that's perfectly fine.I'm not the type of person who just writes with everyone and I'm often not comfortable with having a profile at all. I would like the person writing to me to have a visible picture, like I do,and the message should be a little more creative.I wish everyone to find what they are looking for and I want us to primarily be the best versions of ourselves.
I will not reply if I don't see a connection.Please, be kind and respect that.I pray that we all find our bright stars hidden behind the gloomy clouds.